Hi . It has been a while since the last time i come here and write about everything. Its my bad for thinking that blogging is only for school students and popular celebrities . And i feel like i only have this blog to be my listener since im still a single . Believe me im already 20 and still single . Hopefully it is normal . And one more thing , im so nervous to facing my final exam this semester because it is quite tough and i can say that my quality as a student is fucking bad . Hey! i just want to show to everyone that you still can success eventho you're not really good in your studies . That is what i want to tell them . And maybe because im not a smart ass too . Everything is so freaking sucks now . It is normal as a teen that will become a woman? Dont you think you're actually need to grow up and be matured when you're not more in teen's age? Thats what im trying to do now . In college. Be matured , avoid any problems with bitches , try to be independence (this is hard for me because i've this homesick pain in my blood) but at least stay for a week was a big success for me . I just cant brain when another girls in my age , they're acting like a primary school girls . They need to grow up for god sake ! Another thing is i always got a headache LIKE ALWAYS. I need a motivation for myself for my studies my future my love . You know when everyone is faking with you because they think that you're nothing . Everyone look at me like "oh the girl always have a problem with class attendance and im not sure if she really sick or she really has a family problem or she really has the big lazy ass(oh yes i got this) . I just want to pass my subjects my course.I dont want to be a programmer or work in Windows company or Google or Iphone or Samsung or any technology companies . Oh come on! There're a lot of works out there that still can give you more money . Open your mind ! Screw everything ! 

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