Adult life is not fun at all!

Hey! Its me! Yesss! Its me Aina Amirah!!!!!Wow i cant believe i still remember the email and password of this blog. God! Its been how many years kan since the last time i wrote something here. I saw one post in the draft made by me 3 years ago. Well, guess im still the old Aina. Nothing has changed. Except of im getting slimmer haha, very surprising kan? i cant believe either but im still on my diet, still keep going until i achieve my body goals. 

Anyway, im turning 26 this year. Walaoweh, time really flies so fast. Lots of my primary/secondary/university friends are married already. Some of them already have babies. Good for them. While im here is experiencing my first heart break. Fuck. So this is how it feels huh? Very hurt sial. I cried almost everyday thinking about my life. Dah la ive diagnosed by a doctor for having anxiety disorder and post traumatic disorder. Lepas tu someone yang i trusted gila and the one who actually understand my situation bcs he also has the same 'sickness' as mine leaved me just like that. Calling me selfish and few other words. Eventhough, he knew that im an overthinker. But what can i expect from people kan? Human is being human. No ones are nice. Nobody. Im not nice either so fair enough la. This is some kind of karma kot. I believe. 

I met lots of people online. Trying to make new friends but its really hard bcs of the trust issues that i had. And its getting worse now after this fucking guy left me alone. If you are truly friend then you wouldnt leaved me sial. After all the dark secrets, our past memories that we shared how can he just go away like that. Seriously HOW? so heartless sumpah and he has an audacity to called me selfish, a spoiled kid? and the fact that he never apologized to me. Sigh. 

I think i need to stop talking about him bcs its ruining my mood already. Lol. Btw, it's MCO 2.0 now. Covid-19 happened last year if you dont know my dear blog. Everyone is staying at home. No school. No work. Everyone is doing at home.