People Love to control me ..thanks!

i'm not a robot that make a blog..telling story here ..i'm NOT okay ! =,= first ! of course my family love to control me... yea ! because they love me ...its good.. but i just hope they can realise that i also can walk with my own ! 
i'm not a child anymore that want the parents to hold them .. yea i'm still 15 years old ..gonna be 16 this year ! but i know ..this is not my family fault..i'm the youngest one in my family .. that is why they so love and want to control me ..wish kyuhyun can take over the part ..kekek XDD 


The second one ,i'm not talking about anyone .. but i feel like they start to control me ..okay ! this is not about my family ..but bout 'people' .. hmm ...i love to friend with all people around the world .. as collect a stamp .. yea !i wanna 'collect' a friend .. but like people say we should to choose the best one ...yea ! and i'm thinking now .. why the 'people' want to control me too .. like .. she/he feel so bad when she/he know that i got a new friend .. and she/he start to moody..not smile to me .. try to be fake .. just because i got my friend back..i'm not like that  laa ... 
i love to friend with all people ... when i saw someone i will say' hey,i miss you so much' then blablablabla ..okay ' see you next time' 
Then , meet the other friend ' owh , you ? hi !!' 
and the 'people' feel like i'm not thinking about her/him anymore ! i love to make a joke at the school .. even i'm not joker or what ... but i try to make people feel comfortable with me ...but what i have to do if the 'people' take her/his face away from me ! and said that i'm so snobbish! OMG ! 


i friend with all people .. even the people is not a good friend .. 'gedik' fine ! don't be like the'gedik' .. 
friend with the 'kecoh' people .. okay ! just kecoh too ... but study is study ! haishh ... 


This is a problem for a teenager  ? maybe this is not so hard for the adult ! i guess .. 
phewww -,-