finally , i be a monster --"

after a few days, after a few hours and now i be a monster .. they try me right .. serve them right ! 
i'm not a monkey that doesn't know how to clean the dinner table .. and like what i said , i got all the wrong .. 
theyjust know how to scold me , how to say this - say that .. be yourself la .. why not you do it with your own hand .. why you must told me to do all that ? because i'm free now .. no more study and exam .. 


give me a time to relax okay .. ohh .. after i tired hard with my study .. i have to tired hard to to all that .. what is your function ? nothing ! ugly monster .. i hate all of you !! 
nobody can understand me.. and NEVER !! 


i still can't find any ppl that can understand me .. and all ppl that i know .. they're suckss .. seriously sucks and suckss.. because they can't understand me .. but i try and take out all my soul to understand all ppl around me .. but they just look at me like .. okay .. 'she is rubbish , just ignore her , okay'


and you like a shit people .. ouhh .. not a shit people .. but a shit animal .. .


when i can leave from all this .. i don't want to be scolded by ppl again ! enough with all this .. 
i'm not a child .. Ya Allah , tolonglah hambamu ini ..


-_____- i hate all people around me ..