please give me a space to take my right !
i need a space to take a breath .. i need a space to take an oxygen .. but they never give me that ..
i have to follow them .. i can't take my voice out from my throat to say something .. babe , sometimes i feel i want to leave you .. but you are 98% kind 2% bad.. i know...sometimes you feel so jealous with me ..
why you feels like that ? i never feels that i'm the lucky one .. just because you see that my dad can give me everything.. chingu , i don't wanna to lose you .. but please.. give me a space to take out my own idea .. i'm not so stupid ! its wrong ! i'm not stupid .. i can read your face ..lol~~ sometimes i'm so excited say about something .. and when you heard that i get the thing .. your face will change .. and you start to says that the thing are not so good .. why you must feels like that ? its so bad ... i try to be a good friend .. and i try so hard to follow what you say .. and sometimes..my family scolded me ..because i just follow what my friend said .. my family are so angry about that..but i love both .. i love my family .. i love my friend..please ... give me some chance to stand on my own body .. i have my own life .. but why i have to think about what people will think about me ..
i am i .. people have to know that .. aina is aina .. so , please .. whaever i wanna do .. that's not mean i'm a bad person..we're different .. not different about money .. but different about family .. my family ..we wears skirt .. we not wearing 'tudung' i try to follow my friend .. but i can't ..
i'm not ready yet .. i really really can't accept it now .. this is my life , right ? please give me a right to control it by myself ..
sorry , chingu T__T
i have to follow them .. i can't take my voice out from my throat to say something .. babe , sometimes i feel i want to leave you .. but you are 98% kind 2% bad.. i know...sometimes you feel so jealous with me ..
why you feels like that ? i never feels that i'm the lucky one .. just because you see that my dad can give me everything.. chingu , i don't wanna to lose you .. but please.. give me a space to take out my own idea .. i'm not so stupid ! its wrong ! i'm not stupid .. i can read your face ..lol~~ sometimes i'm so excited say about something .. and when you heard that i get the thing .. your face will change .. and you start to says that the thing are not so good .. why you must feels like that ? its so bad ... i try to be a good friend .. and i try so hard to follow what you say .. and sometimes..my family scolded me ..because i just follow what my friend said .. my family are so angry about that..but i love both .. i love my family .. i love my friend..please ... give me some chance to stand on my own body .. i have my own life .. but why i have to think about what people will think about me ..
i am i .. people have to know that .. aina is aina .. so , please .. whaever i wanna do .. that's not mean i'm a bad person..we're different .. not different about money .. but different about family .. my family ..we wears skirt .. we not wearing 'tudung' i try to follow my friend .. but i can't ..
i'm not ready yet .. i really really can't accept it now .. this is my life , right ? please give me a right to control it by myself ..
sorry , chingu T__T
